Falling asleep next to you is the weirdest thing.
It's not like I fall asleep or even forget, it's like I disappear.
I feel so safe and comfortable that my body doesn't need to keep time.
Waking up to you is the weirdest thing.
Especially not knowing what made my sleepy eyes open.
Seeing you fully dressed, ready for work, silently watching over me, seeming to enjoy what little moments we have left before we depart.
Looking you in your eyes in the calm of morning, hearing your low voice whisper confident compliments while running your hand across my back.. these moments..
These are the moments when I remember why you're worth holding on to.