Spaghetti-Day!

Spaghetti-Day!

Wednesday, December 27



My top 25 favorite songs... and who i stole them from ;p.

25- Yellow; Coldplay (compliments to a bar ;p)
24- Girl at the Rock Show; Blink 182
23- She Likes Me for Me; Blink 182
22- Damnit; Blink 182 (compliments Jimmy)
21- This Time Imperfect; AFI (compliments Jimmy)
20- Lunacy Fringe; The Used
19- Iris; Goo Goo Dolls
18- Greatest Fan of Your Life; Goo Goo Dolls
17- A Lack of Color; Death Cab for Cutie
16- Soul Meets Body; Death Cab for Cutie
15- Brighter Than Sunshine; Aqualung (copliments to love<3)
14- On My Own; The Used
13- Collide; Howie Day (compliments to an old friend, Chelsey)
12- Love Like Winter; AFI (compliments Erica)
11- Saying Sorry; Hawthrone Heights
10- Your Body is a Wonderland; John Mayer (compliments Jimmy)
9- Blue and Yellow; The Used (compliments Erica)
8- Where is my Mind?; The Pixies (compliments to a good movie, and Chuck)
7- I Know, I Know, I Know; Tegan and Sara (compliments Jenna June)
6- Here in Your Arms; Hellogoodbye (compliments my Erica and Tequila)
5- Bobby and Bonnie; Houston Calls (compliments Jenna June)
4- I'm Melting; The Used
3- Almost; Bowling for Soup
2- Beauty in the Breakdown; The Scene Aesthetic (compliments Ashely)
1- Summer Skin; Death Cab for Cutie


-Gasp!!- Beauty in the Breakdown isn't my favorite song anymore... I just wanted to let you see what my life's playlist is, and you should download some songs... Well bye.


Ps: Erica, I know you are probably reading this and I do reolise there are no Panic! songs on here, and that's because everyone knows Panic songs are the shit so why put them up?

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Tuesday, December 26



Wow... I was reading my older blogs and reolised I can't spell worth shit ;p. So I went and fixed it so I didn't sound like a redneck retard... I need to tell youseguys something (yes youseguys ;p)...

I have a cousin... Her name is liz... This is not fake I swear to god... When she was 12 her mother died... I was a heart attack... When she was 18 her grandma died... Then her grandpa... The her dad.. Her dad was my uncle george.. Her other grandma is in the hospital.. Now her only family left is us pretty much... We love her to death and I just have to tell you death is a miserable thing.....

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Monday, December 25



Well this is totally gay, damn blogger templates makes it so you can't use Haloscan comments... I have all the comments sent to me, but now I gotta use Blogger commenting so dont think your not loved if you don't see all comments... Feel free to post new ones... :D

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Well I got really tired of the damn layouts I use and how stupid people don't understand them (no offence)... Well I should tell you about my day...


1st Funny Thing- My family told my nana that I like black... She said: "You know what they say, people who wear black are into whitch craft."

2nd Funny Thing- My family bought me black makeup and gross stuff like that. I wasn't being rude, but I said "I don't wear makeup, it's gross"... They lookes at me like I was crazy.

3rd Funny Thing- I smoked in front of my Nana.. .She let me.

4th Funny Thing- I can't remember...


Well my Grandpa died yesturday =[.. .It hasn't sank in yet... as much as I know it happened, yet I still keep denying it... Welp I guess that's it.. Merry Christmas everyone... I love you, i do i do i do.

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Saturday, December 23



Friggin' god... I went to put K3ll@ on my side and my whole layout delted... Daaaaamn. So now I gotta start over... I am just going to blogskins.. feh~

On other notes I met my bestfriend lastnight :D

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Friday, December 22



John Mayer Your - Body Is A Wonderland

We got the afternoon
You got this room for two
One thing I've left to do
Discover me
Discovering you
One mile to every inch of
Your skin like porcelain
One pair of candy lips and
Your bubblegum tongue
'Cause if you want love
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland
Something 'bout the way the hair falls in your face
I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase
You tell me where to go and
Though I might leave to find it
I'll never let your head hit the bed
Without my hand behind it
you want love?
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland
Damn baby
You frustrate me
I know you're mine all mine all mine
But you look so good it hurts sometimes
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonderland


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today is going good so far sept i miss erica, and i am so fucking tired... i didn't get anysleep...
BOWLING FOR SOUP LYRICS

"Almost"

I almost got drunk at school at 14
Where I almost made out with the homecoming queen
Who almost went on to be miss texas
But lost to a slut with much bigger breastes
I almost dropped out to move to LA
Where I was almost famous for almost a day

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished u would've loved me too

I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did 5 years and then 7 more
Cuz I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cuz he almost made off with a bunch of the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cuz you ran away
And I wish I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
I almost wish you would've loved me too

Here I go thinking about all the things I could've done
I'm gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton
I know we had our problems I can't remember one

I almost forgot to say something else
And if I cant fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
And I almost had you [x3]

I almost wish you would've loved me too

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i can't stay awake... goodnight peeps.. intil today<33

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Thursday, December 21



I was going to post one at exactly midnight... I didn't did I? I don't know what this thing is, but you might!



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they took the tube out.... FUCKKKKK jsiopd8uqw4or90sd2 df7asuy8iow4kljn, i fucking hate this shit,,,,, ,i fucking ARRRG i fucking don't know what i am going to do this shit is building and building and i am going to fucking burst... i am going to fucking hurt me or someont else.. i am fucking terrified... you guys don't know what i am fuckign capible of.... fuck fuck fucjkl FCUCKVFF FUCK


5% IS STILL A FUCKING CHANCE. FUCK>.. someone call me please someone anyone i need to vent 6474355...........askldo7kasdjfoih 7avsn8yrv9awnn78 ]

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Me and Erica have a shared blog, if you want to join us feel free to ask me.. It would be, fun, and stuff......... My grandpa is pretty much dead ): Umm well he has a 5% chance of living and they may give him a "drop" and take the tubes out...


why can't it be me??

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Monday, December 18



i didn't go to skoo today... my grandfather had a heartattack friday so i was up at the hospital... he is non responsive, but he is breathing almost on his own.. he wont wake up and we don't know if he will make it... he is at one of the leading hospitals for heart attacks so i think we will be okay.. i hope anyways.. sigh.


charles cole sucks.

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Friday, December 15



nate is my new idol... the side doesn't lie.

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My rents are really getting tired of catching me smoking so finally i just said buy me cigarettes or help me break the habit... now i have about 3 boxes of nicatine gum... it taste like dog shit, but at least i wont smell like a fucking ash tray... this is not an attempt to quit... this is my last stand.. i will honestly try my hardest to break this habit... -sigh- i need support.

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Thursday, December 14



i stapled my finger.. it was deep. im bleeding now. bye.

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Wednesday, December 13



feh~ cheer up jimmy.

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Tuesday, December 12



you might not find this funny, but i did... it looks bad [i know] it makes it funnier:



click to see it full lmao.




i used an ugly picture for my head, but library is boring so i thought it would be fun. kthxbye.


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Monday, December 11



Why do i feel so depressed? I just can't seem to get it... I have a wonderful boyfriend, a good life, but damnit something is missing. i only wish i knew what.. someone help me....

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Sunday, December 10



i usually don't post lyrics... today is kindof depressing day.

Eve 6 Here's To The Night

So denied so I lied
Are you the now or never kind?
In a day and a day love
I'm going to be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had? Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the night we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon.
Put your name on the line
Along with place and time
Want to stay, not to go, I want to ditch the logical.
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the night we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon.
All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the night we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's going to come to soon.
To soon
Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon

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my parent's really piss me off sometimes.. well hey what goes around comes around right? i am so fucking sick. i wanna vomit... grr.. i don't know... just felt like posting something...

ps: i am getting so much better on the guitar!

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Saturday, December 9



Sooo does anyone like the new layout??? I got comments to work yaccs was being retarded so i use haloscan or something like that now... oh baby! gonna go now.

<33

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i don't know... comment are down. i had a good time at the movies lastnight allthough i sat in the cold for a hour and now i'm sick =P.

<33penguin

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Thursday, December 7



detention sucks alot. i miss jack and i can't call him until later. my mom is in the hospital. i gotta go see her today. ummm what else? i don't know. been a wonderful day though. waking up to see jack every morning has gave me.. well.. pretty much a reason to live..... i think i love him.... yeah i know what you're thinking... rushing into love nooo. absolutely not. our relationship is good. no evil things...... yeah. kay bye.

<33 my penguin

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Tuesday, December 5



HI &JAAACK;

i heart you<3


kay i am tired people making fun of myfriends... let's just say i am almost suspended.

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Monday, December 4


Oh Baby<33
I'm in beta... yay... well I got a fortune cookie kay it said: things do not happen overnight it takes time and hardwork(in bed)... i found it amusing. Oh baby. Well I am no longer single. I am not letting the past get to me anymore... drives me crazy... I am moving on and fufilling my destiny, whatever that is..

I heart you♥

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Friday, December 1



I found a penguin. His name is jack. He's really cool. I think he has a crush on me. Neat. Anyways today is the first day of december. RAWR! I could only imagine.... oh baby. gotta go bye.

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