Saturday, February 28


I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING@!!!!!!@#@#$$%#$!^@#$^@#@!#@!

Posted at 10:04 AM | 1 comments

Thursday, February 26

you wont be 17 forever.

it's been six months.
surprised you put up with me this long.
i love you.

Posted at 5:58 PM | 1 comments

Tuesday, February 24

Why do I feel this party's over?
Two words.
Ugghghghghghghgh uhhhggrrgghhghhghghg.

Posted at 7:34 AM | 1 comments

Sunday, February 22

It's like learning to fly, or falling in love.
I have a giant urge to get up and sing at the top of my lungs.
Dance in the streets.
Sit around a camp fire.
Jump of a cliff into deep water.
Play guitar till my fingers bleed.
Hug everyone I see.
Ride in a car to California.
Be freeeeeeee.

Posted at 2:12 PM | 1 comments

Saturday, February 21

We might spell you, but we're nothing like you.
I'm trying this new thing.
It's called "Keeping in Touch".
I'm done being a bitch.
Take me for what I am.
I love you guys, I'm sorry.
I've just been gone for so long,
but I'm back now!

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Friday, February 20

This is my december.
Soo anyways, here I am blogging.
I actually don't know what to say.
I wish I could say something witty and smartassish, but I don't think I can.
I was riding in Josh's truck when I saw the "Halfway Motel".
It made me smile when I realized that we're always at a destination,
we're always half way from something. Many things actually.
Every step we take is somewhere.
Where we go is somewhere and it is some distance from somewhere else.
(If that makes any sense.)
To be quite honest it makes my world feel so much better.
No matter where I stand it has some importance.
Especially when I'm standing next to you.

Posted at 9:25 PM | 1 comments

Wednesday, February 18

I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again...
There's this thing about me that many don't understand.
It's called "The Duke".
That's me.
The one who messes everything up.

Posted at 6:20 PM | 1 comments

Tuesday, February 17

There's the moon glowing gold on a cold night.
There's a blossoming tree swaying in a light breeze.
There's sparkling water under a baby blue sky.
There's a rainbow so close you can almost taste it.
Northern lights, a school of sunfish, a beatdown park basking in the glory of the sun.
And then there's you; The most epic of beautiful.
Your name sings to me like a song.
A three word poem that warms my soul.
And that's you, my love.
That's you.

Posted at 6:17 AM | 1 comments

Sunday, February 15

I just realized that I'm not a little kid anymore.
My feelings follow me through the years.
I was weak and helpless at 11..
I'll feel weak and helpless at 16.
Although, now I have a wonderful family, boyfriend, and puppy to help me out.
I'm making such a positive step in life!


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Saturday, February 14

Mmhmm, things are good.
High rise, veins of the avenue
Bright eyes and subtle variations of blue
Everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you
Street lights glisten on the boulevard
And cold nights make staying alert so hard
For heaven's sake, keep me awake so I won't be caught off guard
Clearly I am a passerby but I'll find a place to stay
Dear pacific day, won't you take me away?
Small town hearts of the New Year
Brought down by gravity, crystal clear
City fog and brave dialogue converge on the frontier
Make haste, I feel your heartbeat
With new taste for speed, out on the street
Find a road to a humble abode where both of our routes meet
The silver sound is all around and the colors fall like snow
The feeling of letting go, I guess we'll never know

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cuz your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cuz we wasted all our free time alone

Your nerves gather with the altitude
Exhale the stress so you don't come unglued
Somewhere there is a happy affair, a ghost of a good mood
Wide eyed, panic on the getaway
The high tide could take me so far away
VCR's and motorcars unite on the Seventh Day
A popular gauge will measure the rage of the new Post-Modern Age
Cuz somewhere along the line all the decades align

We were the crashing whitecaps
On the ocean
And what lovely seaside holiday, away
A palm tree in Christmas lights
My emotion
Struck a sparkling tone like a xylophone
As we spent the day alone

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Monday, February 9

I can't wait to play in spring rain.

Posted at 11:51 AM | 1 comments

Sunday, February 8

Today in church, I got saved.
Keep any negative comments to yourself.

Posted at 2:02 PM | 4 comments

Saturday, February 7

Death is lingering around Pennsylvania.
-sigh- It's such a scary thought.
This is a silent prayer for those who have passed.
Or those who are having trouble coping with that fact.
I wish you luck on your journeys.
You are all loved and you will be missed.

Posted at 9:51 PM | 0 comments

Friday, February 6

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70%
Stability |||| 18%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 62%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic || 10%
Religious |||||||||||||| 56%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||| 23%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Humanitarian |||||||||||||||| 70%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||| 36%
Romantic |||||||||||| 50%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 43%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||| 23%
Family drive |||||| 23%
Physical Fitness || %
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 56%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Honor |||||||||||| 43%
Thriftiness |||||||||||| 50%
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Posted at 5:09 PM | 0 comments

I hate my body.
I wish it worked properly just like everyone elses.

Posted at 8:29 AM | 1 comments

Thursday, February 5

You should try saying no once in awhile.
The bangel I'm wearing right now is orange.
I am sitting with the light hitting it.
They're very beautiful, the little things.

Posted at 8:07 AM | 2 comments

Wednesday, February 4

Sometimes I wonder what life would be like as a banana.

Posted at 4:47 PM | 1 comments

Monday, February 2

We're all winners.
Sometimes things are strange.
I get caught in it; just a lapse of time.
I can sit and wait for it to get worse..
But nothing ever gets that bad.
We're still alive, we're all still winners.
Over the years I've learned and grown.
I've been molded into myself.
Looking back I now know that I've been gifted.
I have a voice.
I'm now trying to learn how to use it.

I think I'm going to clean up the house, and make my family dinner.
I want to surprise them, do something nice.
Maybe I can try out that newly acquired smile that I have.
Yah know, the one that isn't fake.

Posted at 11:54 AM | 1 comments

Sunday, February 1

He walks in the room, she smiles sweetly.
On the outside it's wonderful, but on the inside
we're dying.

Posted at 7:24 AM | 1 comments