Spaghetti-Day!

Spaghetti-Day!

Friday, February 1


Christian.
So there's this guy right? Well I pretty much want to marry him. When I first met him I actually kinda felt bad for him. He didn't talk a lot so I didn't really know if he had any friends [and omg was he cute] so I decided to talk to him. Well I am not the most.. sane seeming.. person in the world, but he talked to me a little, and I liked it. So we kinda just chilled for a couple days, I couldn't really tell if he thought I was nuts and felt bad for ME or if he hated me or whatever. I came to his house a lot, and like fell in love with him. I just wanted to be close to him, I wanted to feel his heartbeat, but I didn't think he could ever be into me. Well I decided to put this to the test.. I was running real late that day and my parents where going to flip out and he was walking me to the school cause he's nice like that. Well I couldn't stop thinking about how much I wanted him to hold me, and how much I wanted him to want me, and how much I needed him, and how.. So I like stopped him and kissed him. To my suprise it wasn't awkward, or wierd, or anything.. It was nice. Well I walked home, and I didn't even care how late I was, or how much trouble I was in. I was so happy I could scream, and I actually did, and soon after that I just fell in love with him, but things always fuck up so of couse we broke up. I started dating other guys, but I always wondered what he was doing, if he missed me, if he wanted me. So I went back to him, I don't even know how we ended up getting back together, but let me tell you what. I will never forget this dude, and I will love him as long as I can. He told me they always come back.. I know, no matter what happens, I hope I will have the chance to.


I love you Christian Micheal Wilson.
<3

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