Spaghetti-Day!

Spaghetti-Day!

Thursday, January 3


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That's exactly what I want. ]:

Edit: I don't know what is wrong with me lately. I can't stop thinking about all the things in the world that depress me. I know, I know I'm just a teenager, but it feels like something more. It feels like this constant sorrow will not go away. I feel very close to a break-down. I don't know what is going to become of me. I have been gaining weight (no I'm not prego, trust me) but what scares me about that is I have been eating a lot less. All I had today was some fries at lunch, and two of those way lo-fat flat cookies that taste like liquorish. The suicidal thoughts are starting to get to me, also. I would never do it, could never do it, I'm to big of a sissy to kill myself. It's still scary though when I'm in the shower and picture myself filling her up, going under, and taking a big deep breath. I don't know what's wrong with me, there is a vital piece of me lost somewhere and I just can't find it. I have no one to turn to, no one that understands... It's just me and lemme tell you, I'm trapped.

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